Then a third.
We spoke about loneliness, regret, and all the things people hide because no one asks about them anymore.
At one point, Julian asked why I had come alone.
I looked into my glass.
“I wasn’t looking for love,” I admitted. “I think I came because I miss passion. I miss feeling wanted.”
Julian held my gaze.
“Then maybe tonight you should stop hiding.”
A moment later, his hand touched mine.
I did not pull away.
His fingers were warm.
And something inside me—something I thought had died years ago—slowly awakened.
That night, I went upstairs with him.
I knew what people might think.
But I did not feel foolish.
I felt human.

The hotel room was dimly lit, with the city lights shining through the curtains.
Julian helped me remove my coat and told me I was beautiful.
No one had said that to me since Richard died.