He simply made it less heavy.
He slept beside me.
Followed the sound of my footsteps.
Barked indignantly if dinner was late.
And reminded me that another living creature was waiting for me to get out of bed each morning.
That afternoon at the cemetery, he leaned against my ankle while I spoke to Frank.
Eventually, I stood.
Too fast.
The ground seemed to move beneath me.
I caught the side of my car before my knees gave out.
βWell done, Carol,β I muttered. βVery elegant.β
Benny immediately pressed against my shoe.
I had skipped lunch.
That was probably the problem.
But I didnβt want to get behind the wheel until my head cleared.
Across the street was a little cafΓ©.
Outside, a chalkboard announced:
DOGS WELCOME.
Perfect.
Or so I thought.
Part 2 β The Rule That Didnβt Exist
The cafΓ© was warm and cheerful inside.
A golden retriever was sleeping beneath a window table while two people ate sandwiches above him.
That reassured me.
Benny and I stepped farther inside.
A young waitress approached almost immediately.
The moment she saw Benny, her face brightened.
βOh, look at you!β
I smiled.
βHe would be delighted by the compliment if he could see who was giving it.β
She laughed.
βIs he blind?β
βCompletely.β
βWhatβs his name?β
βBenny.β
She crouched slightly but didnβt touch him without asking.
That impressed me.
βIβm Mary,β she said. βWhat can I bring you?β
βJust a small coffee, please.β
βSure.β
I opened my purse.
Then a man behind the counter spoke.
βOnly coffee?β
I turned.
He appeared to be in his early forties, neatly dressed, with the kind of expression that suggested he was constantly measuring whether everything around him met his standards.
βYes,β I said. βJust coffee.β
His eyes moved toward an empty table.
βYouβre planning to sit?β
βOnly for a little while. I became lightheaded outside.β
Mary immediately looked concerned.
βWould you like some water?β
βIβd appreciate that.β
She turned to get it.
The man continued staring at Benny.
Then he said, βThe dog canβt stay.β
I thought I had misunderstood him.
βExcuse me?β
βIf youβre only ordering coffee, the dog has to leave.β
My hand stopped inside my purse.
I glanced back toward the sign outside.
βI thought this was a pet-friendly cafΓ©.β
βIt is.β
βThen Iβm confused.β
He crossed his arms.
βPet-friendly seating is available to customers who spend at least thirty dollars.β
I looked around.
There were no notices.
No menu statements.
No signs mentioning a minimum purchase.
βI didnβt see that written anywhere.β
βIt doesnβt need to be written anywhere.β
His tone sharpened.
βI own the place.β
I felt the familiar urge to apologize.
That had become one of my worst habits after Frank died.
I hated inconveniencing people.
If someone bumped into me at the grocery store, I apologized.
If I needed help reaching something on a high shelf, I hesitated before asking.
If I felt unwell, my instinct was still to say I was fine.
Being alone had made me determined not to become anyone elseβs burden.
So I closed my purse.
βAll right. Weβll go.β
Then I glanced toward the golden retriever beneath the nearby table.
βBut that dog is allowed.β
βThe people at that table ordered lunch.β