I couldn’t believe what I was hearing.
“Why didn’t you tell me?”
Robert gave a bitter little smile.
“Because I was ashamed.”
“Of me?”
“Of myself.”
His voice cracked.
“Of getting old. Of realizing I wasn’t the same man you married.”
Tears started rolling down my face again.
All that time, I had believed I was the only one terrified of aging.
But the man sleeping beside me had been living with the same fear.
We simply hadn’t spoken about it.
I reached for his hand.
“I cheated on you.”
Robert didn’t rush to comfort me.
He didn’t say it was okay.
He didn’t tell me to forget about it.
And somehow, I was grateful for that.
He simply said,
“Yes.”
That one word hurt.
Because it was true.
“Do you think you could ever forgive me?”
Robert looked at me for a long time.