Because I thought that was how you built a future.
And honestly, a big piece of that drive had nothing to do with me.
It was Emily.
It was Maddie and Claire.
My girls had this way of making even the ugliest day worth pushing through.
Claire had my dark hair and Emily’s eyes, serious and thoughtful, the kind of kid who asked questions that made you stop chewing.
Maddie was sunshine with missing front teeth, loud feet, and a laugh that could crack a bad mood open from across the house.
I wanted to give them stability.
I wanted to be the dad who said yes to field trips, dance shoes, birthday cakes shaped like dragons, and all the little things that make a child feel safe in the world.
So I worked.
And worked.
And worked.
That Monday was supposed to matter.
That was the bitter part.