“No.”
“Because Dad
died?”
“I don’t know.”
“Because of us?”
That one I answered immediately.
“Never believe that.”
As the girls became teenagers, they searched for Kayla online.
I knew they did.
I pretended not to notice.
Once, Lizzie came downstairs after midnight and sat beside me without saying anything.
I knew she had found something.
A photograph, perhaps.
A new husband.
A vacation.
A life continuing somewhere without them.
I wanted to ask.
Instead, I waited.
Eventually, she whispered, “She’s smiling.”
I understood.
I held her hand.
That night she cried quietly against my shoulder.
After that, the girls asked fewer questions.
Kayla missed everything.
Birthdays.
Parent-teacher meetings.
Jennifer’s broken wrist.
Lizzie’s scholarship announcement.
High school graduation.
College move-in day.
No cards.
No calls.
No awkward attempts to reconnect.
Nothing.
Eventually, silence became its own answer.
And the twins learned to live without waiting for the woman who had once promised she’d
