My husband left me alone at my boss’s Christmas dinner, then texted, “Work came up. Sorry, Issa.”

“What happened to the baby I delivered?”

Tyler looked at the floor.

Vanessa slowly sat again.

For the first time, fear entered her face.

Not anger.

Fear.

“Tyler,” she whispered. “What happened?”

He took a long breath.

“Claire’s baby was born very sick.”

My knees weakened.

I sat down.

The hospital room returned to me.

The harsh lights.

Nurses moving quickly.

Someone telling me there was a problem.

Then anesthesia.

Then waking hours later with Tyler beside me.

Except—

No.

Not Tyler.

I had known Tyler socially by then, but we had only begun dating months after Mason’s birth.

Hadn’t we?

My memories suddenly seemed covered in fog.

A nurse had brought Mason to me later that morning.

I remembered asking why he looked different.

Did I?

My chest tightened.

I remembered a nurse telling me newborn swelling changed quickly.

Or had my mother told me that years later?

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