My husband left me alone at my boss’s Christmas dinner, then texted, “Work came up. Sorry, Issa.”

Then he whispered, “I don’t want another dad.”

I closed my eyes.

“You don’t have to decide anything today.”

“I just want you.”

That nearly broke me.

I held him tighter.

“You have me.”

And for the first time since Tyler’s announcement filled the airplane cabin, something inside me became clear.

I could lose my marriage.

I could lose the house.

I could discover that half my past was fabricated.

But I would not let Mason lose the certainty that he belonged somewhere.

He belonged with me.

Not because of paperwork.

Not because of biology.

Because I had been there.

Every fever.

Every nightmare.

Every first day of school.

Every scraped knee.

Every bedtime story.

I was his mother.

And whatever happened next, I would make sure he never had to wonder whether that was true.

—

Tyler called seventeen times.

I didn’t answer.

Then he started texting.

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