He had sat beside me on that porch with his hand on my belly and talked about giving other families more time, and he had a five-year-old boy somewhere in this city he had never once mentioned.
I didn’t feel angry yet.
I knew the anger was coming — I could feel it the way you feel weather before it arrives.
But right then I only felt the weight of the letter, and the particular silence of a room where someone has just been told something they cannot unknow.
My phone was in my coat pocket.
Her full name was Diane Calloway.
She wasn’t hard to find.
A Facebook profile, mostly private.
A LinkedIn page that listed her as a dental hygienist at a practice twenty minutes from the hospital.
A neighborhood forum post from two years ago asking if anyone had recommendations for a reliable plumber.
An ordinary life.
