A pause.
“Did something happen?
Beyond — beyond everything?”
I looked at the letter on the table in front of me.
“Mark left me something.
A letter.
I’m still processing it.”
“A letter.” Her voice shifted.
“What kind of letter?”
“The kind that takes a while to sit with.”
Another pause, longer this time.
When she spoke again, her voice was careful in a way it hadn’t been before.
“Did he tell you about the boy?”
The kitchen went very quiet.
“Ruth.”
“I told him he needed to tell you himself.
I told him that years ago.”
“You knew.”
“I found out two years ago.
He made me promise —”
“You knew,” I said again.
“For two years.
While I was in this house with him.
While I was pregnant.”
“He was going to tell you.
He kept saying he was going to find the right time —”
“There is no right time for this.”
