I wanted to believe her.
I really did.
But there’s a special kind of fear that settles into a man when he has children and suddenly sees how thin the line is between being okay and not okay.
I had some savings.
Not a fortune, but enough.
An emergency fund Emily and I had built a little at a time by skipping vacations, driving older cars, saying no to things we wanted so we could say yes to the things we needed.
It would carry us for a while.
Still, that fear sat down in my chest and refused to leave.
I looked around the kitchen at the cereal bowls in the sink, the school art on the fridge, the grocery coupons clipped in a little stack by the fruit basket.
Everything ordinary suddenly looked fragile.
Emily reached across the table and covered my hand with hers.
“We will be okay.”